You ever get to the point where you’re so down that you don’t even know what to say anymore?
Nothing you could say really matters so your mind just goes blank and you stare at the walls or the ceiling and just zone out.
That’s where I’m at right now. It’s not a good place for me to be. I’m alone locked in my room and you know which part hurts the most? What hurts the most is the realization that neither my husband or my so-called friends give a damn to even text, call, or check in with me
The feeling of being completely alone in such a dark place makes it even darker and makes me fall deeper into my depression.
Sometimes all someone needs is an encouraging words or being told how much they matter to them. It’s a dying thing- compassion and true friendship
This is the point where I realize that I truly am completely alone.
This is where the truth comes out that my life really doesn’t matter.