“What if a demon were to creep after you one night, in your loneliest of loneliness, and say, ‘this life which you live must be lived again and again and innumerable times more; and every pain and joy and thought and sigh must come again to you, all in the same sequence. The eternal hourglass will again and again be turned and you with it, dust of the dust!’
Would you throw yourself down and gnash your teeth and curse that demon? Or would you answer, ‘Never have I heard anything more divine’?”
I would be screwed! I don’t want to live all of this pain over and over again. There’s more sorrow to my life than there is joy. This includes my childhood up until the present.
I would never ever want to live this life and I wouldn’t wish that burden on anyone else either.
If I could go back to the beginning and change things then maybe I would, but to live this same messed up life I would be damned.
Just something to think about. What would you do?