I am in bed and with my eyes closed reach down for the bag of honey mustard pretzel pieces, open it, and proceed to eat half of the bag. I mindlessly open my nightstand drawer and look for a clip and clip the bag up.
I take a sip of my drink, lie down for about five minutes and then I’m back digging on the floor again! This time I grabbed a mini bag of dried strawberries (which is very very good) and mindlessly eat those up with my eyes closed just shoveling them in.
I know it’s my own fault because I have food in my bedroom to begin with but I’m not strong enough to break the cycle up yet!
I took a laxative with my night meds the past two nights. I don’t know why. Old habits are coming back.
That’s it. Now I’m going to try to go back to sleep. Goodnight.